Your happiness is your own
You may be in an environment where other people seem to be “having it all”, but you don’t seem to want the same things. If you look down the path towards what you really want, maybe it doesn’t have to be the current path that you’re on.
If you can visualize the future you want, and what you’re doing right now does not align with it, then:
It’s okay to pivot.
It’s okay to try something different.
You’re not a failure.
You don’t have to want the same thing that other people do.
Let those others be good at that thing — it’s a match for them. But don’t think that you have to fit your square peg into a circle hole.